I swear I was willing to wait until we recovered financially from the purchase of our House. God knows I’m telling the truth. But this doesn’t keep me from feeling like a spoiled brat: my in-laws gave me a beautiful Mac Book for Christmas, just 3 hours after I was feeling so depressed because it is this time of the year.

My first thought, before excitement, was guilt. “I don’t deserve this!”

I know that in order to heal, amongst the other things I need to learn, I need to learn how to receive love and just be happy about it…

Thanks Mirko & Adriana.

Here are three pictures of Damiano and me, taken with the built-in camera on the Mac Book. Doesn’t he look handsome with his head shaved?

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